I totally feel myself slipping into annoyance with the show. Really the only thing that keeps me invested is the little world inside my head, and the heads of the people who still contribute good fic to the fandom. I want to see how the show ends just for some closure but I'm much more excited to see how the fandom *responds* to the end.

that and I can still hold out hope that TPTB surprise us all and don't screw over lex. insane? yes. but until the show airs, the laws of probability say it's possible, delusional as it sounds.