that's called crazy in love, and what he has with Neville is easy and safe and settling!
The real problem is, that Theodore know that Blaise loves him back, that if Blaise could just give over himself for FIVE SECONDS, they could be together and not have to talk it out or really come to terms, because they will be who they are regardless of being together or not. But Theodore needs that one-time-only admission from Blaise, and he just doesn't think he'll get it, and that makes the longing and the need turn to rage. He's so filled with self-loathing that Neville can't be enough, that Blaise ever had to exist at all, and at Blaise for being so demented and stubborn he can't just budge that tiny tiny bit Theodore needs.
However, if Blaise was the sort of person that would budge even a fraction, then Theodore wouldn't be so hopelessly in love with him, either. *restart love/hate cycle*
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that's called crazy in love, and what he has with Neville is easy and safe and settling!
The real problem is, that Theodore know that Blaise loves him back, that if Blaise could just give over himself for FIVE SECONDS, they could be together and not have to talk it out or really come to terms, because they will be who they are regardless of being together or not. But Theodore needs that one-time-only admission from Blaise, and he just doesn't think he'll get it, and that makes the longing and the need turn to rage. He's so filled with self-loathing that Neville can't be enough, that Blaise ever had to exist at all, and at Blaise for being so demented and stubborn he can't just budge that tiny tiny bit Theodore needs.
However, if Blaise was the sort of person that would budge even a fraction, then Theodore wouldn't be so hopelessly in love with him, either. *restart love/hate cycle*
They are, perhaps, BETTER than Draco and Blaise.