hackthis_archive ([personal profile] hackthis_archive) wrote2002-07-10 01:55 pm

bored bored bored bored

i'm sitting here completely tapped out after spending my morning ranting, dude that shit makes you tired. now, i'm staring at my computer screen waiting for some story idea to make itself known to me. i have like random titles and ideas but nothing is forthcoming. i have ideas about, well, not a goddamn thing the more i think about it.

[livejournal.com profile] spasticat and i were debating the chiapet-like friendship between lex and clark in [livejournal.com profile] latxcvi's LJ, but I am cold for anything to write about. i hear whisps about clark being a hypocrite (liar liar) and lex's inability to feel (a million save one) but i can't fucking get started.

GAH!
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[identity profile] spasticat.livejournal.com 2002-07-10 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man...I wish I had ideas...maybe something inspired by what we were all talking about yesterday? Try.

But me? I need to vent...sorry it's on your LJ...but I'm going crazy because I'm having all these "Fuck! I'm in the wrong job!" isssues. I've been like living the past 6 months pretending I like it here and the reality? I'm stuck in the kiddie pool flailing my legs and wanting to take these stupid water-wings off. I want out. Now. And I don't want to move on to the adult pool where you get a 45 minute swim and then they boot you out so the kid's can swim. I want the ocean...I want to free Willy! Ok, strike that last sentiment...I want to free myself.

I need a slap. Help?