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hackthis_archive) wrote2002-07-10 01:55 pm
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bored bored bored bored
i'm sitting here completely tapped out after spending my morning ranting, dude that shit makes you tired. now, i'm staring at my computer screen waiting for some story idea to make itself known to me. i have like random titles and ideas but nothing is forthcoming. i have ideas about, well, not a goddamn thing the more i think about it.
spasticat and i were debating the chiapet-like friendship between lex and clark in
latxcvi's LJ, but I am cold for anything to write about. i hear whisps about clark being a hypocrite (liar liar) and lex's inability to feel (a million save one) but i can't fucking get started.
GAH!
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GAH!
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But me? I need to vent...sorry it's on your LJ...but I'm going crazy because I'm having all these "Fuck! I'm in the wrong job!" isssues. I've been like living the past 6 months pretending I like it here and the reality? I'm stuck in the kiddie pool flailing my legs and wanting to take these stupid water-wings off. I want out. Now. And I don't want to move on to the adult pool where you get a 45 minute swim and then they boot you out so the kid's can swim. I want the ocean...I want to free Willy! Ok, strike that last sentiment...I want to free myself.
I need a slap. Help?
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I need to map out what I want to do...and being the designer for a conservative educational publisher just ain't it. *Then* after figuring that out it's time to find those elusive plot bunnies.
You guys don't happen to need a designer who is too "hip" for GED books? *flutters eyelashes*
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I would hire you in a minute, if we did that sort of stuff here. I don't think we do though, whatever happened to that book you were going to send me with all those design companies in it, why not look in there?
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Tonight...the resume! *groan*