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hackthis_archive) wrote2007-12-04 11:10 am
hackthis_archive) wrote2007-12-04 11:10 am
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I am perfectly calm and rational.
I knew it was coming.. I knew it. The minute they went to the podium, my brain flashed Every Political Assassination Ever. And yet, wow, was that upsetting. I'm startled and disoriented and pissed the fuck off. And yet, strangely optimistic. The transfusion at least makes sense now.
There. See. That's all I have to say about that (lies).
I've never had a character that I love die on me canonically. I've killed them off plenty (I had a moratorium put on me in HP, because I kept knocking off vast quantities of people), but this is new. I don't really like it very much. It's one thing for me to leave, but quite something else to be left.
I am, thankfully, busy with RL, but I also find myself reading my old Heroes stuff because, frankly, Tim Kring can suck my left tit. Nathan's not dead. That's just unacceptable. This show should be dead to me, but since I have to write an ending that I can live with, let's just say that the lid on the casket is still open.
*Is this episode airing again, because I need to see it but I can't buy it from iTunes, what with the WGA strike and that?
Does anybody have any music they want to share with the class? I think we could all use some, so, bring your music here. Tell your friends. Make them bring some too. Here, I'll start with this mixed tape entitled FUTK, which shockingly enough does not stand for Fuck You Toby Keith*
1. The Blow Monkeys 'It Doesn’t Have to Be This Way'
2. Jason Mraz '10,000 Motherfuckers'
3. Beastie Boys 'Sabotage'
4. Mark Ronson f/ Lily Allen 'Oh My God' (Kaiser Chiefs cover)
5. Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds 'People Ain't No Good'
6. Aretha Franklin 'Respect'
7. Betty Davis 'Anti-Love Song'
8. Garbage 'The World is Not Enough'
9. Zero 7 'This World'
10. T-Rex 'Bang a Gong (Get on it)'
11. Damien Rice 'The Professor'
12. Dixie Chicks 'Not Ready to Make Nice'
*Shut up and Sing represent!
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Do it! Do it! They're so funny. I really do think Sylar thinks he's in some sort of 50s sit-com with Mohinder as his well-meaning, but trouble prone wife.
I thought about writing Nathan, but I'm too conflicted about that at the moment, because I'm so angry and hurt and REALLY FUCKING ANGRY. Did I mention that part?
I'm just cranky and confused about it all. You have Adrian Pasdar, idiots, USE HIM! He likes it.
I tried to write happy Peter/Nathan, but it ended up all about Peter's emo craziness. Peter kind of ruins everything. Maybe Adam and Nathan should take over the world together and they can just lock of Peter and Hiro in a cage somewhere with plenty of craft projects to keep them occupied.
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*sigh* Yes, what you said. The whole thing's just. GAH! It's so fucking irritating and aggravating! Damn you, Kring! Make a fucking plan for a change!
I tried to write happy Peter/Nathan, but it ended up all about Peter's emo craziness. Peter kind of ruins everything.
I KNOW! Oh gods, baby I know. I was reading through my old stories and everybody else's and I couldn't find one fucking HAPPY Nathan/Peter. It's just too emo. And too bleak. And I just can't do it. Wee!Peter and Nathan though, I love them.
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This is what Chuck/Bryce is for. Drunken college antics make everything better.
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