I am perfectly calm and rational.

[hackthis_archive]

Fuck you, Kring.


I knew it was coming.. I knew it. The minute they went to the podium, my brain flashed Every Political Assassination Ever. And yet, wow, was that upsetting. I'm startled and disoriented and pissed the fuck off. And yet, strangely optimistic. The transfusion at least makes sense now.

There. See. That's all I have to say about that (lies).

I've never had a character that I love die on me canonically. I've killed them off plenty (I had a moratorium put on me in HP, because I kept knocking off vast quantities of people), but this is new. I don't really like it very much. It's one thing for me to leave, but quite something else to be left.

I am, thankfully, busy with RL, but I also find myself reading my old Heroes stuff because, frankly, Tim Kring can suck my left tit. Nathan's not dead. That's just unacceptable. This show should be dead to me, but since I have to write an ending that I can live with, let's just say that the lid on the casket is still open.

*Is this episode airing again, because I need to see it but I can't buy it from iTunes, what with the WGA strike and that?



Does anybody have any music they want to share with the class? I think we could all use some, so, bring your music here. Tell your friends. Make them bring some too. Here, I'll start with this mixed tape entitled FUTK, which shockingly enough does not stand for Fuck You Toby Keith*

1. The Blow Monkeys 'It Doesn’t Have to Be This Way'
2. Jason Mraz '10,000 Motherfuckers'
3. Beastie Boys 'Sabotage'
4. Mark Ronson f/ Lily Allen 'Oh My God' (Kaiser Chiefs cover)
5. Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds 'People Ain't No Good'
6. Aretha Franklin 'Respect'
7. Betty Davis 'Anti-Love Song'
8. Garbage 'The World is Not Enough'
9. Zero 7 'This World'
10. T-Rex 'Bang a Gong (Get on it)'
11. Damien Rice 'The Professor'
12. Dixie Chicks 'Not Ready to Make Nice'


*Shut up and Sing represent!

Comments

[totallybalanced.livejournal.com]

Nathan isn't dead. Because if he was dead.. TK would be hiding in Mexico somewhere, fearing for his life. *nods*

[oh-mcgee.livejournal.com]

This is what I'm sayin'. *nod*

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

*is still bitter*

[rhea-carlysse.livejournal.com]

he's not dead, this is Heroes, which is just like Marvel. I mean, even Northstar was killed twice and came back. And Nathan is Northstar, only, American.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Oooooh, Northstar. I once read this awesome Scott/Northstar story...

[megaloo13.livejournal.com]

The NBC promo promised that "two heroes will be gone for good" but honestly, how do they know? We have no future episodes at the moment due to the Writer's Strike. On the tv that Mama Petrelli was watching it said that Nathan had been shot, not died, right? I just don't buy that either the writers would kill off that character, nor do I buy that Peter would let Nathan die. The boy can time travel and has healing blood among a zillion other abilities, he's not letting Nathan die.

That's my theory and Kring better not fuck it over. *folds arms decisively*

[heidi8.livejournal.com]

Do they mean "for good" as in permanently, or "for good" as in "for good things/reasons", like in For Good in Wicked? Because Adam looks like he's pretty well away, and maybe West is gone from the series for good? Or Angela is no longer ever going to be able to accrue points in the "good" column?

No, he's not letting Nathan die. No way, no how.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Everybody's fired as far as I'm concerned. No Nathan, no show!

[transtempts.livejournal.com]

Given how little death means in the Marvel 'verse, I would have to go with - Nathan is not dead, if this isn't a fakeout of some kind (and it would have to be well done) then he is going to be resurrected with the Heal Anything Blood

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Tim's still fired for all the stress he caused/is causing me.

[becs1024.livejournal.com]

He's not dead. Not to worry.

To cheer you up, I did actually write that 'West-is-Kon' fic. I left you a comment when I first posted it, but I'm not sure you got it, so I'm trying again.

Here it is. (http://becs1024.livejournal.com/108477.html) I'd love to know what you think.

[fangirljen.livejournal.com]

It seems the writers aren't in agreement about keeping him alive. :( For this reason, the fans need to save Nathan Petrelli (http://community.livejournal.com/vote_petrelli/76310.html).

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Fuck them. Fuck the lot of them. Ahem. Emotional what?

[soul_cake_duck]

Because I'm always up for sharing music, here's some I prepared earlier:

some mellow/chillout music

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Aw, bless. MUSAK!

[romancandles.livejournal.com]

yo. we both know that no one's ever dead in sci-fi even if they ARE dead. that said, nathan is totally not actually dead so we don't even need that crap.

on that note:
radiohead :: in rainbows disc 2 (http://www.mediafire.com/?71dt9trzgnn)

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

They're still fired for all the fucking stress they've caused me. In other news, however. THOM BITCHES!!!!

[sparky77.livejournal.com]

I've just decided that everything is leading towards canon evil Peter and Nathan. And it's all going to fine, really. Though next year, I want to be able to install some sort of device on my dvr that only records scenes with the Petrellis, Adam, and Sylar.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Okay. I can roll with that. Also, when you get your DVR to do that you will come here and do that for mine. Have I mentioned how fucking displeased I am with last night, because, baby... Whooo.

[linaerys.livejournal.com]

It's one thing for me to leave, but quite something else to be left.

I said this exact thing in chat today. I've broken up with plenty of fandoms and characters but right now I feel DUMPED. And it's an unpleasant feeling.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

I've broken up with plenty of fandoms and characters but right now I feel DUMPED. And it's an unpleasant feeling.

I (we) was (were) widowed. That shit's not cool.

[kalikahuntress.livejournal.com]

The only way Nathan dies is if Adrian wants to leave and he's very happy where he's at right now from what he says in interviews. Also, he's got other commitments going on so this is probably just so they can explain his potential decreased screentime in season three. Also, NBC lies, a lot. Nathan is coming back, trust me, we would have heard something by now.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Also, NBC lies, a lot.

Now that is very very true.

[bad-luck.livejournal.com]

I'm just so completely done with Heroes for the time being. . .

It's hard for me to stay faithful to a series. If something doesn't sit right with me, I'll walk away. Like Lost, when Sun found her pregnancy test on a deserted island. I stopped watching immediately. But with Heroes, I gave them multiple chances to redeem themselves and it was worse: they found the pregnancy test, aborted the fetus, the fetus came back to life as a zombie and messed shit up---that's Heroes.

They're recycling plots and this is the second time they've ended a season with Nathan's life hanging in the balance. It's just old. I love Nathan and Peter, devoutly so, but Kring needs to stop being an asshole before I'll watch the show again.

Nathan's not dead, please write it and make it so. :(

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

Like Lost, when Sun found her pregnancy test on a deserted island.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I'd stopped watching way before then, but whooo, really?

I promise to write Nathan better. The show needs all the assistance it can get.

[redfirecracker.livejournal.com]

DUDE. I feel for you.

But I agree with the others who say that this is one of those shows where no one is ever really dead.

You can always write how it *really* went and make yourself feel better. That's what I did after the Angel series finale.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

You can always write how it *really* went and make yourself feel better. That's what I did after the Angel series finale.

You trust writers, you invest in them and then they get it WRONG. I bet people say that shit about me too though. *snort*

Music!

[anenko.livejournal.com]

Disclaimer: my music taste is far from refined; any of the following songs may, in reality, suck.

Ayria [ wiki (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayria) ]

Debris (http://www.zshare.net/audio/5019398754ebec/)
Disease (http://www.zshare.net/audio/501943750e03d0/)

The Cliks [ wiki (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cliks) ]

Complicated (http://www.zshare.net/download/501959775b7b5f/)
Cry Me A River (http://www.sendspace.com/file/0lqo2i)
Misery (http://www.sendspace.com/file/3dl9uc)
Eyes In The Back Of My Head (http://www.sendspace.com/file/cd5pvw)
Soul Black Driver (http://www.zshare.net/download/501984164ea182/)
Leading Me On (http://www.sendspace.com/file/b58npv)
Whenever (http://www.zshare.net/download/501986056096cc/)
Oh Yeah (http://www.zshare.net/download/50197875aedb6b/)
Nobody Else Will (http://www.sendspace.com/file/cp7lyj)
Back In Style (http://www.zshare.net/download/501956103d9ec1/)

Lexy [ wiki (http://wiki.theppn.org/Lexy) ]

Get Up (Intro) feat. Tae Yang (http://www.mediafire.com/?cjbcwu91biz)
Rush feat. Tae Yang (http://www.mediafire.com/?ewyntgzwbor)
Stomp Stomp (http://www.mediafire.com/?4n1hxmymd0y)
Up To The Sky feat. Kim Ji Eun (http://www.mediafire.com/?3de0mjmzxxb)
Baby Boy feat. Park Bom (http://www.mediafire.com/?dbsdp0o294c)
Hit This Party feat. Kim Ji Eun (http://www.mediafire.com/?5fdnhdhz4yv)
Super Fly feat. G-Dragon, T.O.P, Tae Yang (http://www.mediafire.com/?bn0msjjygz4)
Get That feat. Perry (http://www.mediafire.com/?3lacd0yljxi)
Left To The Right feat. Masta Wu (http://www.mediafire.com/?3fbei2ycipw)
Big Lexy (http://www.mediafire.com/?av5wbe429ay)
Up To The Sky (Remix) feat. Kim Ji Eun (http://www.mediafire.com/?6zm0nb9xcdb)

Re: Music!

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

MUSAK! Awesomecakes.

[alisonr.livejournal.com]

*Is this episode airing again, because I need to see it but I can't buy it
from iTunes, what with the WGA strike and that?

Do you get the G4 network? They replay the most recent episode on Saturday night and Sunday afternoon.

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

I have seen it again. All is right (wrong) with the world.

[bluevsgrey.livejournal.com]

I have lots of music, however I am at a loss to what your tastes are. Any particular kind of music you enjoy? Something upbeat? Soft? Classic? Perhaps something with lots of beats? Something to remind you of summer?

[hackthis.livejournal.com]

I like, oh, everything, except heavy metal and Christian rock and gangster rap. So anything you mentioned would be awesome.

[bad-luck.livejournal.com]

So last night, in Final Cut Pro, I decided that if they won't bring Nathan back. . .We will.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=OMsznLj94kE

[bluevsgrey.livejournal.com]

A little bit of everything (I like right now):

Lykke Li - Little Bit (http://www.divshare.com/download/3028946-6d4): It might start off a little odd, but most of the appeal is that it is catchy and fun and so very pop, the way that pop was meant to be.

Jose Gonzalez - Teardrop(Massive Attack Cover) (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029020-570): The original of the song first come to my attention as the theme song for House. I rather like how Jose Gonzalez brings another layer that makes it softer than the original.

The Blow - Pile of Gold (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029037-339): I like the hook, and the message amuses me.

Black Moth Super Rainbow - Sun Lips (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029050-d96): I never noticed how creepy this song was until I listened to it to describe it. I think since I saw the music video first, in which a downright bafflingly disturbing sequence of events plays out, the song sort of because endearing. The song reminds me of moving on from my pseudo-ex. It is beautiful in a way.

Laura Marling - New Romantic (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029214-1a7): I came by this song on a music blog. Marling weaves lyrics together in a way that makes her stand out to me.

Ryan Adams - Wonderwall (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029217-3dd): I am afraid that no matter how many Ryan Adams songs I listen to, none will surpass this cover that is the way I came to learn his name.

Tokyo Police Club - Your English is Good (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029216-6f1): I originally intended to make up little one-liners about all the songs. I shall start now: This is a song for drinking a beer while relaxing with friends.

The Wombats - Moving to New York (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029231-07d): A song to wake you up on the way to work.

Spoon - I Turn My Camera On (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029233-47f): A song to dance around in your underwear too.

Wolev - Drapeau Blanc (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029279-17b): A song to contemplate why you can't sleep while sipping a cup of coffee.

Simian Mobile Disco - Sleep (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029286-b34): A song to come down to after a night out.

Ladytron - Destroy Everything You Touch(Hot Chip Remix) (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029296-336): A song to feel connected to everything/everyone/everywhere

1990s - You're Supposed to be my Friend (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029306-556): A song to plan a bit of schadenfreude to

Cake - I will Survive (http://www.divshare.com/download/3029317-918): A song to roll the windows down and just let to wind blow through your hair to.

I hope you enjoy these tracks.