damnit, here we go again.

i have this fic machine in my brain, unfortunately it's a one-track kind of thing. if i'm writing i'm writing and if i'm betaing, i'm betaing. i can't do both at one time. i think multi-tasking comes with version 5.0 but i can only afford version 3.0 ...so while i had a deluge of fic ideas over the last week. i now i have nada and all i seem to be doing is betaing.

the fic function has closed down. it's sad. i wanna write, damnit!

but hey, look pastiche has started writing. c'mon give her encouragement, people.

edited at 5:24 pm. i need a sedative. i need alcohol. i'm reaching into the emergency stash of vodka when i get home. don't ask me why, i don't know why. i just i feel like zeus must've felt when athena was trying to hammer her way out his head. there's an idea being held hostage in my brain. i dunno what it is, but it sure as hell wants out.